O.o.. It wudnt hurt would it?!?

Accountancy... whew.. I hardly remember hating even maths (shudder) with the same passion that I am feeling for this darned subject now..I mean hello.. I spend my entire morning doing rectification(if only in a combined effort with Bhavna) AND afternoon too.. for what...!?!?!? To open a stupid refernce book in the evening and gain the wisdom of a happy realisation that I have no memory whatsoever or logic as toh what any entry for those stupid ledger and journal accounts would be.. O.o frustrating is not the word..!! and I am too lazy to look up more effective synonyms in the thesaurus or even the online dictionary :P
But seriously.. if I fail, is there going to be some major catostrophe..!?! I mean barring the fact of course that,

• I would probably have to bid adieu to SPB
• same goes for HydroGen too :( :(
  Good bye to all outings(which my friends would readily vouch are a LOT) for a long long long time
• Good bye, most probably to mobile too(Et tu mobile :( )
• Non stop crying for an extended period of time
• Extra classes for accounts with the rest of my fellow failures.. O.o
• Jayanti Ma'am probably buring me alive,that is, if my parents dont do it first.
• O.o and can my parents throw me out for failing in the half yearlys.. can they, can they!?!!?!?

Life.. clearly does not look too terrific at this point of time.
And here, I am sitting and updating my blog... I can truly say I have found my vocation :D
Sigh.. failing is a matter of perspective of course.. as long as I am studying and putting in hard work.. right, right..?!!? Uhmm.. wait..that would be a NO since I am not studying either..
Woah..done for this time.. classic me.. and 2 DAYS,48 HOURS before the exam.. CLASSIC time for a panic attack.. goneeeeeeeeee...!
Oh and I am signing off now..
Tensed, no really.. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TENSED(thats just in case you dont get the point ;) )
Nikho :)

The good days after the bad ones :)

Well well.. it had to come hadnt it ;) the silver lining in the clouds? hehe.. well i guess it did..touchwood though :)...The day wasnt anything extraordinary..but there was this feel good thing in it.. you know the kinds you just get but cant put your finger on!?!?!?
Maybe.. just Maybe it has something to do with the very intelectually stimulating conversation I had with Bhav this morning
Bhav: Yaar.. I cracked really bad pj's yesterday.. that too with Subarna's brother who is in UKJ..!
( I would say understandably.. since he would be the only victim who would listen to your so called jokes with illusions that they would be good ones :P)
HOWEVER,
Me: uhuh...jaise...!?!?
Bhav: Yaaar..I told her brother.. theres this really abnormal looking child, who strangely resembles a very rare species of a monkey... which zoo has he come from?!?? ... Waise (now bhav getting hyper.. not something very out of the ordinary I very much assure you though :P)
Tu bataa.. bataa bataa ..chal try toh kar
Me:(actually making the mistake of attempting to think of an answer) No idea all knowing,I am
stumped
Bhav: (between snorts of laughter) Idiot.. monkey zoo of course!!!
Me: *Flabbergasted silence * ;)
Now THATS what I call feel good :D
Studies as usual nil...come to think of it.. why do I even bother ;)
Well, the day was a particularly lazy one.. that was just me making up for the hectic activity on sunday :D
Its finally begun to be a bit cold in Hyderabad.. and I of course, being I(i know i know, it should be a me, oh yeah and an "I" too ;) ) had to chose this day to wear a skirt on Pooja's scooty.. oopz.."KINECTIC HONDA" sincere apologies Pooja!!! By the time I got back home, it would be no understatement to say I was freezing....but somehow, I've always preffered winter to summers.
After all..Winters is something I always associate with

• glowing fireplaces(O.o ROMANTIC!!!)
• blankets to huddle into
• soft toys to cuddle
• good books to be read while you're trying to keep yourself warm
• hot chocoloate
• christmas
• my birthday (that just MIGHT have something to do with me liking the winters though ;) )
• Kavyas birthday(!!!!)
• Ani's birthday
• and Aashays too..!!!
• Lots of gifts
• Lots of pampering,
• soaking up the sun ( I just love excess of vitamin D during winters :D)
• Not having to have a bath too frequently,since its too cold to anyways :P
• colds to aid you in bunking school :D
• Colorful sweaters,cardigans and mufflers
• Fog in the mornings you can pretend you are smoking with ;)
• The inevitable feeling of laziness that winter brings with it.. ( uhmm.. yaa.. i am just making up an excuse for MY omnipresent laziness, but whatever :P)

Summers.. ON THE OTHER HAND, bring to my mind..

• sweat socked clothes..BLECH!!!
• Hot sultry days
• Electricity going off.. and each place seemingly resembling Sahara desert..not that I've been there ,but you get what I mean ,don't ya
• Those stupid,yucky days where you feel like you cant walk a step further before collapsing
• Getting black.. and no I really mean..BLACK
• Chocolates melting into gooey messes I fail to recognise!
  Electricity going with alarming regulatiry
• Some more sweaty clothes :(
• Traffic jams being UNBEARABLE, specially if you happen to have the 90's model of a MARUTI OMNI like me :-/

Basically, apart from the hols...I just don't like summer..period....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gimme rains...(ANYDAY) or even winter.. but none of those hot stickys days for me thank you ;)
Lol...." People who say that sunshine brings happiness, have Never danced in the rain"
AMEN :D

Guess who's back.. back again!?!?

Hehe.. does it feel good to be back ;) .. what is it anyways, the 934th time I am back after my favoured hiatuses?!!?But hey,who's complaining.. i still feel just as good when i get back to it :D
Yea.. i know instead of making a much looked forward to(hehe.. and now u mite ask.. how is it on planet I-so-wish-in-my-dreams anyways ;) ) ...comeback on my blog.. I ought to be focussing all my energies on the so inspiring and intriguing subject of e-business..not.But umm lets se.. going online,listening to music, chatting,and getting back to my blog..sitting on bed with an apple and memerising out loud the benefits of the infinite types of business for an infintely long time.. ..does it seem like that difficult a decision...i say not :P sometimes, u jst gotta recognise your priorities ;)
this weekend has sure been one of the most emotionally draining for me,the ironical part being it was all the consoling and pondering over how unfair it was,as to what happened to poor bhav who was subject to my pathetic consoling was.. and today of all the things to do when everything seems to be falling into place..I sat down and had a good cry!!Trust me though, it was very liberating..liberating enough to make me admit on umm.. I dont know a blog that a million people for all I know(yeah, Planet I-wish is prospering as you can c :p) would be reading..
But seriously.. I never anticipated that the teens could be such a messed up period!! Hello whatever happend to it being the best phase of your life,full of happiness bliss,carefree days yada yada?How come they never seem to attatch the statutary warning of having to deal with heartbreaks,confusion,mood swings(BIG ONES!) and some more confusion!?!?!
Really...I look at so many of my friends.. in such a hurry to become adults, and do things that would befit a 20 year old .. the varied experimentations, the almost scary quantity of implusiveness.. and then the resulting consequences.. and in all of those, the sweetness of adolesence..all lost.....
o.O just read that paragraph.. i sound pretty morbid .. =O
O well... I guess thats how it goes, you have the good days..the bad days.. and the terrible ones..hopefully this too shall pass.. muddleheadedness will someday cease to be a permanent fixture of my life and I will stop acting granny :P(much to the relief of my friends hehe)..oh yea.. AND stop leaving all the studying for the last possible moment, and even then coming online :P
hehe.. time to hit the books now..Byeeeeeeeee
**All that and more**
Nikho :D