Tsk Tsk..!!!

Its 6 30 in the morning.. I am looking like a cross between a bleary eyed ghost and myrad(I am NOT much of a morning person =D)I have a lot of OTHER important stuff I ought to be doing,such as

1. Prepare for my IP (for the uninformed, "informatics Practices"...baah just call it computers and get it over with!!!) exam, for which me being me, despite there being a sunday,I had more important stuff like stuffing myself with chocolate mousse in Kakatia to do :D
   
2. Start changing, considering theres umm just 20 mins left for the school bus..but hey, if you are infamous for your unpunctuality,might as well make some use of it :D
3. Start panicking in general ;) SINCE :-

• The ONE thing I knew in computers was mail merge, HOWEVER... at a very,very,VERT wrong time my computer has decided to turn all helpful and hence provide me with a ymail merge wizard, that can be of no help whatsoever for me to write down the steps in the exam.
• I THINK I have lost kavyas library book (ok..umm I am sure I have, SCREWED,SCRWED,SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!)
• I do not even have a test copy,and from the looks of it, I will NOT be procuring one any time soon..

• I am near clueless ab0ut my theory portion..what If my parents see my dismal performance in IP and decide to throw me in maths..haan haan haan!??!?!?!!?!?

Chi chi.. fail only I am ..sigh, better get going now..I hardly think dad is going to appreciate it if I ask him to drop me to school after all the chauffering I made him do yesterday..

A royal fail,
Nikho

Shit mahn...been such a long time..well..what can I say..am back folks..!!!! :D :D :DLol..sometimes i wish these extra exclamation marks could make up for my lack in spirit..if only..sigh..
Day was ok.. had the english exam..not great guns..but fine..but something just seemed wrong..maybe it was all the tension about the impending Business Studies exam..and then Bhavna was in a bad mood..and then Jayanti Ma'am tells us about the division of sections thats going to take place..Oo and it just HAD to be my luck that CMC and MEC are going to be in one section while all us CEC students are stuck together..well i guess this is what you get for bragging too much about opting out of maths :P...but still..it sorta sucks..that when you finally find your footing somewhere..you are just suddenly dragged off and thrown somewhere else again..and I guess what kind of hurt me is..when I looked around at class,at all the faces who were with me since the past However many months..I couldnt see a single one who might have missed,missed me enough to be as distraught as I was at hearing this news.Things sure come a long way in a short time..its so strange to thing I used to be a so called "social" person once upon a time..now I can bet on the fact that out of every 4 people who know me,I manage to rub 3 of them the wrong way..strange how I seem to have a knack for it.!!Strange how someone so close to me last year, can only claim to be on talking terms now..strange how many equations keep changing in my life..every single day...
Lol.. wish I could be an agreeable person for everyone around me for once.. muskil lagta hai par..Kudos to the poor souls still bearing with me :P.. Hmm.. feeling all sleepy now..I guess I'll jst have a milano and conk off..nothing like choco chip cookies to get ya highhhhhh..more later...no promish..!!
A tired,
Nikho ;)

Friends....and friendships day.!!

Well... I cant say today was particularly one of my best days...

1. School was a mini soap opera, with all the emotional turmoil in all of the student's lives :P.. getting found out by your mum about your various..escapades from ur diary(now....why does that sound familiar?!!?)...the class politics..etc..etc..etc..
2. Your plans getting rained on... even though they finally did work out :D :D
3. Spb class being a complete rip off.. with me being the favorite subject off humiliation for my beloved instructers..
4. No light, hormonal imbalance ( :P ), loads of hunger, general feeling of being wronged..blah blah blah

However, the strange thing is that today there seemed to be a perfect balance of both..!!Going to vacs with Kavya and Aashay..going high on chocolate,doing wacko stuff.. going to the club, and me trying to hide in our hideous uniform :P.. and being spotted by Anoushka,who failed pathetically at any attempts to control her laughter.Singing on top of my voice while Kavya sits next to me,completely non plussed and reading her book with commendable vigor.
"You'll always be my best friend,you have to be..you know too much!!!!"
-AnOnYmOuS
I guess thats what friends are for...Yepp.. an ode to Kavya.. for ALWAYS being there for me.
For keeping up with my mood swings, for picking up at 11 30 in the night even if she is sleeping when i call her, for not getting angry when I neglect to return her calls (happens a lot :P).. coz I guess she knws that regardless,she is an intrinsic part of my life..PERIOD,for crying with me when I cried,for giving in to my hair brained schemes,for doing my work whenever..(uhmm ohk ALWAYS :-s) I am too lazy to ,for drinking up my milk when she stays over :D , for risking her parents wrath soo many times for me,for teaching me the expertise of lying :P , for providing me reassurance about something as silly as an inter house debate to the boards,for listening to me without a word while I bawled on the phone for half an hour, for being the most non judgemetal person EVER...basically.. I am indebted to Kavya..for just being HER...
Yeah...we all know how highly unimportant and un-meaningful (please let it be a word :P) valentines day, friendships day and the likes are.. but its just that all the anticipated hype in the air, the special-ness (while I am at it, let that be a word too!!!) attatched to these days makes u feel like doing something special too..making the most of it...yep I know, Each day can be a day to make my friend feel special and that I shouldnt need the pretence of one day to do it..blah bah..but what the heck!?!?I dont care if its an excuse for the Archie's and Hallmarks of the world to make money.. it puts me in a mood to appreciate my friends(a full paged testimony on all of em.. none of them any less important, jst that I am dying to get to my ice cream rite now :D_=) O.o and I am so looking forward to the F.R.I.E.N.D.S and wonderyears special theyre going to be doing in honour of the day.. :P :P..yay...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hmm guess I am getting high now..wheeeres the ish cream!!! Before signing off though....special thanks to Kavya and Aashay for putting up with my intolerable (yes I realise now) mood swings..u guys are the beshtest :D,loadz of evil glared to wacko potato and his SUCKY,SUCKY,SUCKY network.. and ..and..and..ish cream for myself..! yay...!!!
A high and wacked out
Nikho =)

The Power of Procastination :P

Whew.. today sure has been draining out...I am EXHAUSTED...in all repsects..!!
Of course that does not explain my lack of posts, we have good old laziness for that one :P
Well..the one thing to look forward to these days, is the incessant rain :D just awesomonical it is :D :D ..In fact, on tuesday.. I even say this rainbow, when I went off to the gym..after a half day at school PREFECTLY spent :D :D I could see this crystal clear rainbow.. now as far as rainbows go, I always thought they were lame and much too hyped..but boy, if the rains get me high.. i was sloshed on the rainbow :D ..It just seemed to honour my happiness or something (ya rite..bt i can dream na?)And i just finished this aweshum book by Daphne De Maurier,the Scapegoat.the ending as always in her books, is a bit vague..but all the same ..the book had phenomenal reading value..I stretched for AGES :D :D
O.o which reminds me, I havent been studying at all..!! O.o.. I better get to my books.. panic attack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
More later..!!!!
A very worried,
nikho :D
P.S:(1): People who are sending their heartfelt apologies to me, might consider making more subtle references to me in their profile names :P
(2) why would anyone tell me they want to talk to me, and then proceed to keep their phone busy for the next 45 mins?
(3) I am pissed, tired,bored,procastinating when I ought to be studying,ignored,and did I say pissed?